伊蘭的爸爸居然去逝了……327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA3I2YCTQc
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童逸洋的瞳孔微微緊縮。他對伊父的印象只剩下模糊的輪廓，只記得是個木訥又沉默的人。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4svl2Pt3kO
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「伊叔怎麼會……到底是發生什麼事了？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmbBZY0c5m
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「我們遇上疲勞駕駛的貨車司機了，爸爸為了保護我和媽媽而……」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndQGiuOLnX
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想到去逝的哥哥以及當初未能達成的約定，童逸洋有些沉默。估計就是因為這個突發事故，伊蘭才沒能遵守約定寄信過來吧。因為他們，都一樣……失去了重要的家人。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3X2aaZ4vi
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眼前的少女垂下眼眸，微微泛紅的眼眶隱約閃著淚光，嘴唇緊緊抿著，顯然還未能完全接受父親離世的事實。看著這樣的伊蘭，童逸洋心中不禁一陣酸楚，忍不住抬起手，像幼時那樣輕輕地撫摸她的頭頂。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29Gp8RvfE7
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「伊叔是個很偉大的父親，小蘭可以以他為榮哦。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I17359bXl
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本來已經染上水色鹿眸瞪得大大的，她微微抬頭，怔怔地望著他。她的目光帶著濃濃的驚訝和動容，似乎沒想到少年會這樣說。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1xsO5zse6
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片刻後，她垂下眼，露出一抹帶著淡淡傷感的笑容，彷彿在為父親的偉大感到欣慰，又為他的離去感到不捨。在哀傷的情緒退去後，伊蘭突然變得有些侷促，抬眸小心翼翼地看向他。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfaRO5FFLJ
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「那個……童哥哥呢？我、我是說……童逸洋哥哥。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVqy332mhn
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這句話像一把利刃，直刺童逸洋的心臟。他的笑容頓時僵住，隨後陷入了漫長的沉默。他該怎麼回答少女的問題？該怎麼回答？說『童逸洋』已經死了嗎？可是，自己分明還活著啊。又或者坦白告訴她真相？他卻根本無法開口。
無論哪種回答，他都無法承受。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG8SnR6wIH
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「楊哥哥？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CwbVxIWQL
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好不容易再次揚起的笑容再次隱去，伊蘭的聲音明顯已經染上一絲不安。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDA43ViEgU
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「他……已經去世了。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgkT59RqKm
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原諒他，實在無法說出自己已經死亡的事實。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaS3ehUTjj
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尚未退紅的眼眸再次泛紅，彷彿在逃避事實似的揚起不怎麼好看的笑容，說出口的語句卻變得顫抖破碎。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUpe6meqgU
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「什……什麼……意思啊……？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ47DYXpSmo
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「他四年前，就已經離開了。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dSyhonW5D
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死於自己的愚蠢與自以為是。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3AUneDpJD
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「是、這樣……啊……」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLPRxH912q
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伊蘭幾乎維持不住臉上的笑容，渾身的顫抖彷彿在壓抑著什麼。氤氳在鹿眸之中的水色隨著眨眼的動作凝作淚珠，滾滾落下。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwr3KqacoI
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看著少女強忍悲痛的模樣，厚厚鏡片底下的雙眸氤氳起了薄薄的水霧，胸口酸澀難受，唇瓣抖了抖，終究什麼也沒說出口。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vytkZpPfw
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如果自己當時不是一時衝動做出這個決定，現在就不會陷入這種兩難之地。伊蘭不會悲傷痛哭，他不會無法與對方相認，更不會恐慌於『消失』在這個世界上。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvMMK1MBTA
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他悔啊。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nIYsfJbkW
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他悔啊……327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgcWhNgVDk
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從那天開始，伊蘭的目光中多了一抹揮之不去的哀傷。她總是悄悄地注視著童逸洋，彷彿在透過他看著某個不在場的人。烏黑的瞳孔中倒映著他的身影，卻彷彿超出了現實，追隨到某個遙不可及的地方。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pSflFFULv
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那種感覺讓人窒息——她看著『他』，卻彷彿看不到他。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSRyuSlJ0V
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童逸洋明白，她是在思念『他』。那個已經不在的人，那個她永遠失去的人。可是，她永遠不會知道，站在她面前的，正是那個她深深懷念的人。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGWHPrIkMQ
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一種無法言說的痛楚攀上少年的心頭。明明如此近在咫尺，卻又遙如天涯。他既無法說出真相，也無法填補她心中的空缺，只能眼睜睜地看著她的目光一次次穿過自己，投向那片虛無的過去。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABrg4SFe8o
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時間回到現在，童逸洋深深地望著尚妤婕這個正準備和自己一樣走上錯誤的道路的少女。他不是沒有想過阻止對方，可在問過幾次問題後，對方依然選擇堅持己見。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB1oydCMgK
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對此，少年煩躁地摘下那厚重的眼鏡，暴躁的內心思緒萬千，最終在內心嘆息一聲，捏了捏自己的眉間。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UdNaLwdcH
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算了，反正最後的苦果也是她自己扛，他一個外人何必這麼多？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCPQBTq9CY
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答應幫忙尚妤婕說服她的母親後，本來打算就此結束的童逸洋看著對方的背影，想起自己此刻左右為難的處境，還是心軟了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWLit3AcQU
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「尚同學，我個人建議妳早日坦承這件事情比較好。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4H9koXnnc
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因為謊言，會讓人疲憊。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaEmBVWLIT
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「謊言就像雪球一樣，會越滾越大。滾到最後，只會迎來破滅的結局。如果不希望發生這種事情……就早點解決這件事情吧。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLHuyausuR
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當初哥說得沒錯。謊言就像雪球也似火焰，每一個謊言都只是再火上加油，每一次都會使火焰燒得愈來愈旺。當最後火焰熄滅時，就只剩下燃盡的塵埃，什麼都無法留下。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmjqIQecx
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不要變得和他一樣追悔莫及，卻再也無法抽身離開。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkCwx1UKHO
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再也，無法成為『自己』。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZCDJ47AbT
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看著少女拉著摯友狼狽逃離的背影，童逸洋有些僵硬地扯了扯嘴角。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCjjp5K1Me
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每個人都在經歷說謊與毀滅的過程，不僅是他，連已經逝世的楊亦桐也不例外。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqjlibEFNR
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說什麼分別都是為了能夠再見面，不過是自欺欺人的謊言罷了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotvW4L6boI
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都是……騙人的。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoj3XHKF7y
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童逸洋依約幫尚妤婕說服了尚母。看著兩位少女開心得手舞足蹈的畫面，他左思右想，還是沒選擇潑兩人冷水。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBHqkcYt5q
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在那之後，社團活動進行得十分順利。撫摸著幼時夢想過的鍵盤，童逸洋那恐慌的內心獲得了段時間的安慰。這時的他總會忘了現實中的瑣事，逃避似的一頭埋進音樂的世界中。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2goCIDzz1S
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本以為日子會就這樣默默地過下去，直到後來的某一天，異變突來。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhEhfV3QAU
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還記得那天正好是尚妤婕的生日，他因為有事情耽擱，所以只比尚趙二人組早一些抵達練習室。當他推門而入時，練習室內的人隨著門扉輕響，下意識朝他的方向望去。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ822A6SGs
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目光交匯的瞬間，他捕捉到伊蘭眼中一閃而過的詫異，像是某種突如其來的驚覺，又像是某種未經掩飾的震撼。那片詫異明顯而短暫，卻讓他的心莫名一顫。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx2pVVmQNt
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在社團活動結束，其他人都陸陸續續離開的時候，作為社長的童逸洋如往常一樣留下來收拾殘局。不過，今天他不是自己一個人。這段時間一直對自己若即若離的伊蘭，破天荒地選擇留下來幫忙。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAefU4vCFoa
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「謝謝。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiv11wyEn0i
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道謝的同時，童逸洋內心微微有些複雜。他還記得自己剛走進練習室時對方驚詫的眼神，可伊蘭到底為什麼事情驚訝？他思來想去，卻始終無法解釋這突如其來的變化。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2y7mOtuwx
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現在她突然選擇留下，不就擺明有什麼問題嗎？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfrVKZs6qt
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「不客氣。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYneFb33QI
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伊蘭用掃帚清掃過地上的彩帶，抬頭朝他投去一個俏皮可愛的笑容。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanuBtKcXAB
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「今天太熱了，我才不想出去曬太陽，這裡的冷氣多舒服啊。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yBvhhA6yK
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她的語氣讓童逸洋勾起了幼時三人一起遊玩的記憶，平時那微假的笑容多了幾分真實。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYpcKygXfL
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「確實很熱，聽說今天的氣溫還創了新高。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLgAVKSrKv
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繼伊蘭發出輕聲的『嗯』回應之後，氣氛一時有些安靜。她看似隨意地將樂譜整理到一旁，卻似乎每隔一小時間就會偷偷瞄他一眼。童逸洋察覺到了，但沒有拆穿，只是繼續忙著自己的事情。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf39fSDGtQW
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「對了，楊哥哥，楊叔楊姨他們……還好嗎？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2qeVien01
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手上動作一頓，腦中閃過父母已經能若無其事地叫自己『大亦』的模樣，內心閃過躁意。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ158LNafXlw
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「還行吧。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiMLxIEPzo
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不知是不是心裡有事，童逸洋總覺得室內溫度好像上升了，就將空調的溫度調低了一些。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBlEg5IoNI
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「今天真的很熱。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0id6M9cpE
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抬起頭，看著眼前少年的背影，伊蘭那雙烏黑的眸子閃爍著意味不明的光。唇瓣違章，輕若蚊音的聲音從中飄出。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA4zhCVVK9
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「嗯，是啊……很熱。」
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