這天晚上,鈴蘭本以為自己會做個甜甜的夢。畢竟她才剛剛,與暗戀多年的執事,君嶋航一接吻了。他主動吻上她,熾熱、深長,像一把火,在她心臟深處持續燃燒。672Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gq9hp13Dw
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她把自己緊緊捲進被窩裡,一遍又一遍地回味著他的氣息。心跳快得要跳出胸腔,每一次想起那軟軟的、濕潤的、深情的碰觸,都能讓她的身體再度發顫。672Please respect copyright.PENANASyTT2r9DvE
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臉上的笑意怎麼也藏不住,整個人都浸泡在幸福裡。672Please respect copyright.PENANAsBPsLZuqm7
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——可夢,並沒有如她所願。672Please respect copyright.PENANA49NfisNXi7
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睡夢中,滴滴答答的水聲滲進耳膜,將她喚醒。鈴蘭還來不及分辨那是不是現實,意識便被拉入一個既熟悉、又陌生的空間裡。672Please respect copyright.PENANAtLGEOL7Qqn
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下一刻發現自己穿著潔白而精緻的蕾絲睡裙,站在一個狹小的屋內。牆角斑駁,水痕沿著牆面一路滑落;窗外是嘈雜卻陌生的城市。她望向窗邊那盆小小的多肉,唇角不自覺地揚起一抹微笑。672Please respect copyright.PENANAf3NHUgNqlK
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身體比意識更快認出了這個空間。672Please respect copyright.PENANAHsocFZFvN9
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他們私奔了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAf3Nbg8Hgfu
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沒有婚禮,沒有祝福,只有兩個人緊緊依偎,在世俗之外掙扎求生。那房間甚至遠遠比不上花園宅邸的一間倉房,但她卻感到莫名的滿足。672Please respect copyright.PENANAYqFIJeuoIW
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每天早上,她戴上口罩,去家附近的花店打工。沒有熟人認得出她,但她美麗的紫眸,總會吸引一些過客的目光,為了她獨特的氣質,多買幾束花。672Please respect copyright.PENANARMqIVYgQqM
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而航一,為了生活,日復一日地燃燒自己。672Please respect copyright.PENANAv7MB4VoFe8
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清晨去咖啡店打工,白天在公司擔任文書助理;深夜,他輪流在三間不同的高級飯店擔任調酒師。她沒有這樣要求他,但他卻執意要這麼做。她勸不了,也不明白。672Please respect copyright.PENANAPWwtqMrzKN
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她總是比他早回家,在那昏暗狹小的出租房裡等著他回來。也總是在那樣的等待中,越來越害怕手機突然響起。672Please respect copyright.PENANAdLPHG8fZNB
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然後,那天終於來了。手機響起的瞬間,她的心跳就停了。當她趕到醫院時,迎接她的是那張覆蓋著白布的病床。672Please respect copyright.PENANA2S0XwPT8qB
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航一靜靜躺著,臉色蒼白,指節僵冷。他的手腕上,還戴著她送給他的手錶,錶面碎裂,指針停在凌晨三點四十二分。672Please respect copyright.PENANAnuppgSaVaG
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她跪倒在地,痛哭得被撕裂。672Please respect copyright.PENANAQfsI8rLF9P
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「不要……不要啊……航一……!」她聲嘶力竭地拍打著那塊白布,眼淚洶湧而出,破碎的哭聲割裂空氣。672Please respect copyright.PENANAtw7VHoOq6v
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那一天的葬禮,沒有送行的親人,只有她孤身一人,在絕望中將摯愛埋葬。672Please respect copyright.PENANAFHQb2aKVtT
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然後她猛地驚醒。夜色仍深,房內一片寂靜。她渾身濕透,手腳冰冷,額上冷汗如雨而下,心臟瘋狂地撞擊著胸腔,672Please respect copyright.PENANA9wQowIioZm
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夢裡那撕心裂肺的痛,還沒來得及散去,就已經活生生地回到現實。672Please respect copyright.PENANAKqusGav2RW
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她深深明白,這不是夢。672Please respect copyright.PENANANRNCpNODd4
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是記憶。
那份失去愛人撕裂般的痛楚是多麼真實,那段精神崩潰的記憶,正在一點一滴地——復甦。672Please respect copyright.PENANA47SaqotbW4
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她抱著頭,蜷縮在床角,全身顫抖。672Please respect copyright.PENANAKXvIt8Oyoc
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「……不對……這不是現在的事……為什麼……」672Please respect copyright.PENANAAlral8LFQA
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畫面像電影播放一樣,越來越清晰。672Please respect copyright.PENANAeYCLWfpMyK
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她在診所走廊上坐著發呆,醫師的聲音從耳邊飄過卻聽不見內容,母親的葬禮、航一的死亡、她投湖的那一瞬間,一幀接著一幀,全部湧回。672Please respect copyright.PENANAC6NRn5sD79
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「啊啊啊啊啊啊——!」她壓抑著尖叫,面色慘白,整個世界都開始碎裂。672Please respect copyright.PENANAB46s2dyy51
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下一瞬間,寒意毫無預兆地包覆住她。672Please respect copyright.PENANAU5Gs6TlGGy
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冰冷。672Please respect copyright.PENANAJTGVbbWOju
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一種沒有任何縫隙的冰冷襲擊她的四肢,貼著皮膚蔓延開來,讓她全身瞬間起了雞皮疙瘩。她的呼吸被猛然奪走,肺部像是被什麼緊緊束縛住,怎麼掙扎都吸不到空氣。672Please respect copyright.PENANAx5EoMdCsXy
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耳邊傳來扭曲的風聲、樹葉的戰慄、還有衣裙飄起時與水摩擦的細聲。冰涼的液體湧入鼻腔、灌進喉嚨,混雜著濁重、潮濕的泥土味,毫不留情地一併灌了進來。她本能地掙扎,卻什麼也抓不住。672Please respect copyright.PENANATzgKLxS4Ed
她才發現原來自己身處於湖水之中。冰冷刺骨的湖水,如同厚重的玻璃,把她與世界隔絕開來。672Please respect copyright.PENANADcxyFJ1zYM
胸腔劇烈收縮。像有一隻無形的手,死死捏住她的心臟,每一次跳動都伴隨撕裂的痛苦。672Please respect copyright.PENANAq1MnFGp8qA
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四肢逐漸無力,意識開始模糊。可她,沒有後悔。672Please respect copyright.PENANAXoFrWFc13L
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「對不起……航一……對不起……」她輕聲呢喃,視線在水中渙散。672Please respect copyright.PENANAawKAWj3bHR
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就在那一刻,痛苦忽然停止了。湖水不再冰冷,反而像羊水般包裹她,柔軟、溫暖、寧靜。四周變得一片寂靜,彷彿世界停止運作,她懸浮在那平靜之中,不用再想,不用再愛,也不用再痛。672Please respect copyright.PENANAlwMiGKThIk
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她開始飄起,像一根羽毛。然後,一束光自湖底升起,緩緩照亮她的臉龐。672Please respect copyright.PENANAcdpducNWjl
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她睜眼,看見了那道光,也聽見了,一個陌生卻溫柔的男聲,從耳邊低低響起:「如果這是一個通往死亡的結局……那就讓時間,重新開始一次吧。」672Please respect copyright.PENANAKt22BYhy1F
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光芒乍現,她睜開眼,已不在湖底。而是,童年的午後,羅瑟半島的拍賣會現場。四周空氣潮濕,混著微微霉味與鹹味,穿堂風從斑駁牆縫中鑽入,帶著來自海邊的氣息。672Please respect copyright.PENANAJa1sOI9Oh3
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她一抬頭,就看見了玻璃窗上的自己——年幼的模樣。稚嫩的雙手、細小的呼吸,還有那雙怯生生卻藏著倔強的眼睛。然後她看見他,那個被鐵鍊鎖在角落的少年。672Please respect copyright.PENANA75qTVSFKQI
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渾身髒污,卻固執地不肯低頭。672Please respect copyright.PENANAfgp4YUvS8M
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君嶋航一。672Please respect copyright.PENANAm6yZjBcgAB
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那一瞬間,心跳猛然一頓。熟悉得幾乎刺痛的畫面,如潮水般湧上來。672Please respect copyright.PENANAwkFS8U5jBE
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「爸爸……我要他。」她像上次一樣,拉著父親的衣袖,毫不猶豫地指著那個男孩。父親微微一怔,猶豫了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAkZgJVUYf8m
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她沒有放棄,也沒有退讓。672Please respect copyright.PENANALq5EvOvOtQ
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「爸爸,」她抬起頭,語氣依舊清楚而堅定。「我想要一個弟弟,我不要一直一個人。」672Please respect copyright.PENANAut5vhe0cAV
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父親嘆口氣,接著舉起手。672Please respect copyright.PENANAQt6boXSgU9
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一切,都一模一樣。連空氣中那陣低低的拍賣聲音節奏、身旁男人腳步踏出的頻率,都是她記憶中的回音。672Please respect copyright.PENANArKNytIFWAe
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她記得那天的夕陽很重。記得那個被她「買下」的男孩,在車上低聲說的那句話:「……多謝小姐救我。」672Please respect copyright.PENANA5NDaUhTGeB
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她不過九歲,卻第一次意識到自己可以用身份,改變一個人的命運。這一切,她都經歷過。672Please respect copyright.PENANAF7py1PuF3n
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直到昨晚為止。672Please respect copyright.PENANADlpJZ034Gr
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她還記得餐桌上的銀器發出細微聲響,記得父親在晚餐途中放下刀叉,語氣平靜地宣布與天城家的婚事。也記得航一站在她身側,眼神溫和卻毫無波瀾地說出那句:「希望是門好親事。」672Please respect copyright.PENANAWTT0CKx46r
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她當場哭了。與昨晚一樣,她逃入了房中。672Please respect copyright.PENANAlyaJYL6BSt
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然後,航一走進她的房間。語氣依舊沉穩地問她是否還好。她撒嬌,她任性,她說她希望,第一個擁抱她、親吻她的人,是他。672Please respect copyright.PENANAoiwRlyZosH
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然後,他真的吻了她。672Please respect copyright.PENANANX48uXReNb
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帶著灼熱、渴望、與多年壓抑的情感。一如現實,一如,她記憶中那個「初吻」。672Please respect copyright.PENANAn6u0vS7WVK
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她曾經,活過這個夜晚。也曾活過航一的死亡。活過那場悲傷得令人窒息的送別。活過自己最終走向湖水深處、在黑暗中徹底崩潰的那一刻。672Please respect copyright.PENANA8XYGWBREA9
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她的呼吸微顫,雙眼瞪大,終於拼湊回一段破碎的夢。672Please respect copyright.PENANAhgeoH78AOd
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「這是……」672Please respect copyright.PENANACkJBJZPF1x
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她喃喃低語,瞳孔劇烈震動,思緒如一根針般扎進命運的神經:
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「……所以……這一次,是二周目?」
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「不是……未來?」
「是……記憶?」
「是一周目的?」672Please respect copyright.PENANACzB3YolaYe
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她喃喃地開口,聲音顫抖,連自己都不敢相信,那個逐漸成形的念頭。
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「這是……時間倒流了嗎……?」
「不……應該說,是時間被重置了……?」
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她怔怔地站在原地,指尖冰冷,此刻胸口被什麼利器猛力撞擊,每一下心跳都亂了拍子。
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「如果……真的是這樣……」672Please respect copyright.PENANAytC0Gps9CB
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她幾乎咬緊了牙關,逼自己從那場撕裂的舊夢中強行抽離。
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「那我絕對,不能再讓航一死一次……」
「不能再跟他私奔……」
「不能再任性地,只顧著抓住我自己的幸福……」
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她的手,緊緊掐住掌心。試圖用疼痛把混亂驅逐出去。
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她抬起頭,努力穩住呼吸,強迫自己清醒、冷靜下來。
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如果這真的是命運給的第二次機會,那麼,一定會有線索可以驗證。
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快想。672Please respect copyright.PENANAg8z691Qgaz
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快點想起來點什麼!672Please respect copyright.PENANAeLWRsOcnTP
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今天早上,會發生什麼?672Please respect copyright.PENANAd9zcPCRCvW
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我要證明,這不是夢,是記憶!672Please respect copyright.PENANARGqL8QQNG7
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她眼睛緊閉,強迫自己往記憶的深處跑去,在黑暗中撿拾一地破碎的玻璃,一片片,一點點,記憶的片段。672Please respect copyright.PENANAPjLvvYOofI
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——與航一初吻的那一夜之後。672Please respect copyright.PENANAI3xo4fqNMV
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記憶像電影畫面一樣重啟。672Please respect copyright.PENANAc25FsgVy2c
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隔天早晨餐廳裡,陽光斜斜地灑落,銀器閃著柔亮的光。她還沒咬下第一口吐司,父親便放下報紙,語氣平靜,卻句句震撼:「這個週末,天城悠人會先來家裡與妳見一面。先讓彼此熟悉看看,若覺得合適……兩週後,他的父親天城宏一郎,將會正式登門提親。」
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她的瞳孔劇烈收縮。
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——對。就是這句。
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就是這個場景。如果真的是記憶回來了……那麼,接下來發生的事,會證明一切。672Please respect copyright.PENANA3WSBRLYTzo
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該面對的時刻,就要到了。672Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7IEglRBNy
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看到這裡的你,真的太有愛了!672Please respect copyright.PENANArW3MDzoGKr
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 ~672Please respect copyright.PENANAyynLiq6G3T
有你們的鼓勵,我就會繼續努力讓角色們越來越心動


