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可能係見到我面色有啲難睇，所以三家姐安慰下我︰「唔係諗咁多喇，我都係估估下，可能唔係咁呢，你過多幾日睇下點先喇。」
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「唯有係咁喇。」我講完之後就無精打彩咁返咗房。
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其實我本來係想講「妳做乜嘢唔煞有介事咁警告我啊」，但講完呢句我驚三家姐反面，再加上佢雖然唔係「煞有介事」，不過佢事實上真係有婉轉咁提過我唔止一次，係我當耳邊風冇聽啫，仲點可以怪人？咁樣一諗，呢句氣話就冇講到出口了。應該話…講唔出口先啱。
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我到入房，㩒入Facebook，June一樣係冇online…而手機入面，佢回覆既messages都寥寥可數，唔止咁，語氣仲非常冷淡。反而係Yoyo同埋Miki都有係咁send messages過黎，Yoyo就主要係講下城城啲嘢，睇黎佢除咗搵我之外，都有搵城城，而佢都真係想做啲嘢令我哋和好；至於Miki，佢搵我就冇搵得咁密，都係傾下計，講下佢排球啲嘢，就咁睇內容，都好難想像到佢對我有意思。
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唉，究竟三家姐講既嘢係咪真既呢…？
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第二日返學既時候，打鐘之前我專登喺走廊度行黎行去，想睇下會唔會撞到June、有冇機會可以同佢講幾句，但係我離遠見到佢坐咗喺課室入面，好似都冇諗住要走出黎咁，淨係好專心咁坐咗喺自己個位度睇書，反而係Miki返到學校既時候見到我，走過黎同我打咗個招呼，又傾咗幾句週末做咗啲乜嘢…明明佢尋日先喺WhatsApp講咗次…不過我都好耐心咁聽完仲要比埋反應…
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將心比心啫，我都唔想我講完一大堆嘢之後，同我講嘢果個對象會粒聲唔出啫…
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話說回來，Miki之前都好少面對面主動咁同我傾咁多計…
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死喇…好似距離三家姐講既嘢又近咗一大步…
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之後快轉幾日喇，我同June之間都冇乜特別進展，喺學校入面我刻意周圍走黎走去，點都會撞到幾次，我走埋去同佢打招呼，佢都會笑住咁同我打返，好似冇嘢咁，但當我想繼續同佢傾多幾句既時候，佢就會借啲意咁行開…佢冇黑面、冇好惡咁，而係有禮貌咁笑住向我點頭走，但反而係呢種過份有禮既笑容，令我心入面感覺到有一種冷淡感…
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其實呢啲嘢都係發生喺Miki生日之後先發生，就算我再蠢，我都估到可能係同Miki有關，而且好可能就係三家姐所講咁…
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唉，我係咪應該向Miki打聽下發生乜嘢事？
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呢一日返到屋企，食飯之前我又坐咗喺電腦前面喺度hea，明知June應該唔會online，我都坐喺度上Facebook睇住個online list…唉，其實就算佢真係online，都未必會應我機，就好似喺WhatsApp果陣咁，十問九唔應，又或者就算應，都係好耐之後先應。
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唔係喎。
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June真係on咗line喎。
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如果係以前黎講就屬於正常既，呢個時間就係我同佢喺網上傾下閒計既時間，就算拎咗電話號碼，我哋都係風雨不改咁日日傾，係直到Miki生日之後…
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叮！
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我有冇眼花？
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仲要係June首先send message比我？
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"Hi"
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雖然只係簡單一個「Hi」，但已經牽動咗我既心情，好似有啲緊張，又好似有啲開心…
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佢肯主動同返我打招呼，算唔算係雨過天清？
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之前因乜嘢事對我咁冷淡都唔緊要喇…最緊要係而家妳肯睬返我…
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我幾乎係秒回：“Hi”
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正當我諗緊今次駛唔駛等好耐June先會回覆既時候，意外地佢好快就已經send返個message過黎，不過更加意外既係佢回覆既內容...
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June：“你有冇同人講過你鍾意我？”
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我嚇咗一跳，June點解會咁樣問既？用意何在？我應該點答好？
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一諗起上次表白失敗，即係June至少喺呢一刻應該都係唔鍾意我，對於我應該點答，就有啲不知所措起黎…
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最後我send返過去既係︰"冇啊、冇啊！我而家唔鍾意妳架喇"
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我︰"妳唔好誤會啲乜嘢"
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我︰"我當妳係我既好朋友黎咋"
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我︰"而家係，以後都係啊"
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我諗我真係好驚，突然間就諗，會唔會係因為June以為我仲鍾意緊佢（雖然係事實），先刻意同我拉開距離，所以喺呢堆既messages入面全部都係反覆強調自己而家已經冇鍾意佢，只係同佢係friend...
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我連珠炮發咁係咁send，send完之後定一定神，見到成個mon都係啲語無倫次既messages，全部都係一輪嘴咁否認鍾意佢，講到斬釘截鐵咁…死，講咗咁多口不對心既嘢，好似有啲後悔，但老老實實，又好似不由得我唔澄清…因為當時我好驚June係因為覺得我鍾意佢而疏遠我，一時三刻之際冇諗過另一個可能性︰佢係咪想確認我既心意，先去決定幫唔幫Miki手？
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