Advik Dey:
Did she post it? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeSOGu33v6
Another 10 minutes of scrolling past her blogs and then...203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TtqHXDFXw
silence. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIitYS6pYgy
Again the sensation gnawed at me. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoWGGmIIOl
What if it was a BBC article?
I spent another thirty minutes searching for BBC articles under her name.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48HpYJEoF3
Still, nothing.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D9Cp3BBIv
Fuck!203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuI0PVxTFq
Why was she taking so long? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLCpIWYvKa
Was she still thinking? Or, was she busty interviewing my mistress? 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCWcUovRlY
I paced my chambers up and down. Up and down. My polished shoes against the floors that stunk with antiseptic.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsNDeOiEaE
Suddenly, I felt like Anne Bloyen, the second wife of Henry III. 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIPFrwqm8g
I had been watching that movie for too long I guess.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs7oCYgXov
Anne was just like me, asking everyone, 203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN3854TXyT
“When shall I die?”203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiEfL8bfOS
It was so frustrating. I could feel it in my bones. If I had someone, I would have still asked, 'Why Couldn't she post it right now? When will I be ruined?'
Like, seriously, it would feel 10 times less worse now that I was prepared to hear whatever the public will hear about me. About my supposed infidelity.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zSb8tps21
Another check at her instagram stories.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVm9tzJh8g
Still nothing.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b0B5GUKKn
Fucking nothing!203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyfWMSQH5j
Just then, the door of my chambers opened and Larisa entered.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WVFCU26yj
"Dr.Dey, there is another board meeting."203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NmoC7dWys
I pocketed my phone amd followed her, regretting each step I took. But I had no way. I had such a bad luck that I couldn’t even watch my own downfall.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6pzEgyo45
The board meeting would cease my phone for hours.
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By the time I was back, the clock struck 2 PM.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ0L1YOuUY
I took my phone out and was already greeted by notifications. Hundreds of them.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DauXxsF36
My fingers trembled. My eyes burnt. What had the bitch planned for me?
I scrolled past the bottom of the 'Fuck u's and the usual 'You don't deserve her'.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XWvDsWCiQ
There it was.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqXSiQ0sVJ
She posted a picture of me and her from our highschool. Where did she get this picture? I never remembered noticing her beside me. She smiled at the camera, her braces shining in the flash of the camera.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqE6pDc20h
In the bottom of the picture, she wrote:
I knew, the moment he kept it closed,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneJxZPpMSb
the visions naked in my eyes, kept composed.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoN9P21Uyk
Even though it still burns, I had known,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt2sfhl7EY
The sun still burnt, the world kept moving on.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7fxBo3yu9
Our world is breaking and I know it's a token,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOKViHBdKG
Of the way we have been--me swollen now heartbroken.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFjUPtrj94
You eyes are now the shiny starry night,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwL5NiBdP9
Gazing at the evening star as it shines bright.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcOs4c2ffh
And I was a dim comet, millions of. years old,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKFMmjzm3c
Why wouldn’t he leave when he found gold?203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOChcGuJlEE
I would have known in any way,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZiKEivNkQ
there’s no use choosing different ways.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQiRVUmtO4
Knowing never hurts but finding always would.
She even tagged me. Like a fucking warning.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSqLGFgUk7
I just forgot that she had the power to do everything. Literally everything. Without even lifting a finger.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgDpSbxuMp
I almost collapsed on my desk. Lots if DMs flooded through my phone.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6NzV8xHKG
Friends, long time acquaintances, relatives I knew.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlfZ6QV4BK
Everyone asked,203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7EzvUzOyn
"Why did u do that?"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOM1QNn52H
Maybe I shouldn’t have slapped her last night. She knew. She already knew. She always knew.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClvIoTSULT
But she also must know that...that it was wrong.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzd8Jwwj1z
She knew that. I knew that.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Y54DOGXL
She dated a guy. A guy I had always wanted to be.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoXg2mC9Y5
She Didn't sleep with him but at least, at least...they kissed.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb1Br19KLF
And I chose the different way. My phone screen lit up.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDS3FKk5PG
Ma203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ107dmMqDsu
I received the call.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppTEBL7cZy
"Look, ma, it was a--"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu0LLDFjYW
"Shut up, Advik. Just shut up!"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaOmNPNyhW
She cut me off.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjbqRGvrRo
"Listen to me, listen to me very carefully, Advik."203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfN2YT8q3E
I nodded. I always listen to her. And look what listening to her turned my life into.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm9MxOayQY
A fucking hell.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxqldquxT7
"I'm all years. What will I do?"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0L8RTghaw
She sighed.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZajCSAvaNm
"Advik, I know that you don't like her. And I Don't like her too. But you have to act like a loving--"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQNsCEdUPI
"I Won't do that."203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLwZyqEtYx
"Advik, my son, she is powerful. Really powerful. She is successful and beautiful,"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mjpUEQzMZ
"Are you simping for her?"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zVmueTLj7
"I'm stating facts. You are the perfect match. You two are popular in our area. No matter what happens, you havve to stay together."203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJX2U71atX
"But I don't love her, Ma! I hate her. I fucking hate her. Why are you ruining my life with...fame..money and popularity? Who cares?"203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpdfXUshS7
I looked at my phone. She had already cut the call.203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxwUKFBjT4
Oh, how wonderful my life was! Even my own mother sold me to that bitch for...perfection.
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and then Add to home screen.