As Shakespeare said: 82Please respect copyright.PENANA4l4Fk9rW1s
“The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack”
Yet the heart breaks so faintly.
The one organ supposed to pump blood82Please respect copyright.PENANAmRyNlAAWNd
bleeds with rotten emotion and ripped sanity.
To the size of a fist yet a major regulator,82Please respect copyright.PENANAg9RVITFkRP
no wonder clenching feels so suffocating.
It convulses beneath cages of bone,82Please respect copyright.PENANAwuZT0V47cu
bruising itself against ribs that cannot console it.
Strange how flesh can harbor catastrophes82Please respect copyright.PENANAUcerREqihX
quieter than funerals.
Arteries pulse like frantic apologies,82Please respect copyright.PENANABye97ayPqM
veins carry remnants of names82Please respect copyright.PENANAb2ePKOWphm
the body should have forgotten by now.
And still it beats;82Please respect copyright.PENANAVirzeRJBok
stubborn, pathetic, almost feral—82Please respect copyright.PENANAlJBdXzj04j
dragging grief through the bloodstream82Please respect copyright.PENANA6RuoBqaHXI
as though sorrow were oxygen.
Perhaps that is the cruelest design of it all:82Please respect copyright.PENANA4MpNintXQ7
the heart does not shatter dramatically.
It decays slowly,82Please respect copyright.PENANAshJ1GzZQIn
chamber by chamber,82Please respect copyright.PENANA5GhlcFebEY
until even silence develops a pulse.
Until the body learns to survive82Please respect copyright.PENANAocIfVhTq8w
on emotional hemorrhage.
Until insomnia settles beneath the sternum82Please respect copyright.PENANAlohPtHfUmq
like a second heartbeat.
Every palpitation becomes a eulogy,82Please respect copyright.PENANAfRvut97fzH
every breath an act of reluctant endurance.
The lungs expand,82Please respect copyright.PENANAWMUCMPI2YM
yet never enough to rid the chest82Please respect copyright.PENANAvV24mmEDmC
of its phantom heaviness.
And somewhere between systole and diastole,82Please respect copyright.PENANAz8hBmOnBYH
grief roots itself into muscle memory—82Please respect copyright.PENANAhU1kaLrdf1
parasitic, unwavering, immortal.
Perhaps that is why mourning exhausts the body so cruelly;82Please respect copyright.PENANAbYzG4DeRzB
the organs cannot distinguish82Please respect copyright.PENANAJElEwpgvaJ
between love and disease.
Both invade quietly.82Please respect copyright.PENANAcBdryT7uNN
Both consume from within.82Please respect copyright.PENANAUMgeYjURhz
Both leave the ribs hollowed like abandoned cathedrals.
Still, the heart persists in its brutality,82Please respect copyright.PENANAmZhS9zYj6C
beating through collapse,82Please respect copyright.PENANAjlWxyWBqd5
forcing life into a body82Please respect copyright.PENANA9iOhjklXIV
that no longer knows what to do with it.
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